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Actually this is not really an update on my life or what. In this post, I just want to let everyone know that I'm going to have my STPM soon. Have to study study study! So, I think not much will going on in my blog, but after the exam, I'll update. Stay tune!

Last, I want to WISH ALL THE BEST IN THEIR COMING SPM AND STPM EXAM!

End of post. See you! =þ

When things just started, everything seems to be very fine. Happy time flies, unhappy time crawls. When reached the end, things suddenly turns sour. I just did something wrong. I hope you will forgive me for what I have done.

For 'her' family, I'm sorry if I did do anything which you all don't like. Sincerely, please forgive me for my mistakes i brought into your family.

Is there really no turning back after all? But in my mind, I do always hope someday me and 'her' will become friend again. We all don't need enemy. In fact, we need friends.

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The time now is 12 in the midnight. I can't fall asleep. But at the same time, something just suddenly pops into my mind and I want to share it with you all out there.

What is LOVE?

What is love actually? Does anyone know? I think nobody can give a precise definition about LOVE. I don't dare to say that I know everything about love but I just wanted to define love in my perspective. Don't get me wrong. I'm not saying anyone right or wrong here. This is just only my point of view.

After 2 different types of relationships which I personally gone through, there's no doubt I've learn a lot. I found out that, love is quite complicated when problem occur. When everything goes well, naturally love will get pretty simple. Love is something very special. It can make you feel very happy. In just a blink of an eye, it can also make people lose his/her mind very easily. I mean very easily. It can make you do a lot of irrational things which eventually make yourself end up unhappy or sad. But when everything is clear after a while, then you might regret. Why? You know you don't need to do those kinds of things. That's why I think it is very important to always have the presence of mind. No matter how tough the situation is, make sure you still can think well and find the best solution. This is very important.

DO U KNOW WHAT IS BACK STABBERS? I hope you know. Actually I know I will meet this kind of person somehow now or in the future. But fortunately I met one of them now. Woo! Interesting huh? Why must YOU keep talking bad about me? Is that fun? Keep talking gossip behind others? Is that what you are born to be? Think yourself!


OK! Try to imagine when you didn't put a foot wrong, somehow, that person still keep accusing that you did actually do something wrong. Plus, that person still keep on back stabbing you. How do you feel? What the hell is wrong with you? Somehow I do not want to know. Just don't need this kind of person exist in my life.


And for friends out there, if you have brain and know how to think. Please consider not only listen from one side only. Try to listen from both side before you judge anything. All the while I just keep my mouth shut just to avoid any kind of unnecessary argument. Don't think I don't speak it out means that I don't know everything. I'm not stupid as you though.


This post is dedicated to the YOU only. Others who don't know what I mean here can just ignore this post. Thank you!







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Hi. It's been a week since my last blog. In fact it is more than a week. But never mind. Actually I'm having my TRIAL exam this week starting from today (13/10) until Friday (17/10). You guys must be wondering why I still have the time to post some blog. Oh well, I'm just taking my short breather after a long hours of study.


This afternoon, I did discover something which is quite special on my TV screen which I do not know until now. It is on channel 551, a program called "Revealed" shows me about the largest fireworks show on earth which can be found in city of SYDNEY during New Year's Eve. So, just let the pictures do the talking.

The City of Sydney New Year’s Eve fireworks display is regarded as the largest and most technologically advanced annual fireworks display on the planet.



Fifteen months of design, planning and preparation for the Bridge Effect.

The display draws larger crowds than in New York, London, Paris or Berlin, with more than a million people watching from the Sydney Harbour foreshore.

Guess what happen? My brother's Vios is banged by another car. But this time the driver is not my brother but its my dad. Let me tell you the whole story. My dad and mum suppose to go for a wedding dinner tonight with my grandpa and grandma at Yu Yuan hall. The problem is, my dad should be driving his red 'Kenari' instead of my bro’s Vios. Unfortunately I'm using his Kenari 'tapao-ing' my 'Burger Ayam Special' at that time which took quite a while until I can't hand in the car in time. So my dad has to lend my bro's Vios in order to fetch my grandma and grandpa too.

For your information, the rear end of the car is banged by another car while the car in the parking slot inside Yu Yuan. My dad only knew the car is banged when he reached home. I think this will cost them a few hundred ringgit.

You guys must be wondering what I am doing this few days. It's not really happening for me though. I must say, this Raya week supposes to be my 'revision' week but since last Friday (26/09), I never really go open up my book and read. The will of studying seems like going away from me since the second half of this year. Maybe I'm getting more and more tired as this year went on. The syllabus just stacking up more and more. I'm going to complete my STPM very soon, but the problem is, there isn't an easy way to complete it.

This picture just says it all.