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Seeing Things From My PERSPECTIVE

One week of Chinese New Year break in my hometown has ended. Hopefully can pick up the pace of studying soon. At the moment, I'm still slacking off. Anyway, I had great times back in my hometown, Sandakan.

Take care guys and happy studying for those who is studying =) Cheers
For those who are working, I wish you all have a prosperous year ahead =) Take care and May God Bless All of You. =)


As I've promised, there will be something to blog about in the near future. Here it is.

Alright, as you all know time is very important for me. I don't know what does time mean for you guys out there but seriously it meant a lot to me therefore I don't mind investing some money into it. Here are some of the models of wrist watches that I've selected from the whole bunch of watches. I do need some comment for this post so, thanks a lot guys =)

Here's the 1st one, Windfall YCS410GX - Irony

Here's the 2nd, Dreamnight YCS485G - Irony

And here's the 3rd one. Men's Hours YCS531G - Irony

Signing off, Khen =) Cheers

Hi friends, it's been 3 months since my last post. Anyway let's go straight to the point, I guess most of you guys will not expecting much from this blog because it's been away for so long. Btw, I'll try to update this blog as often as possible cause I think that, I'll be quite free for this semester. Take now for example, I mean now, I'm sitting here from 12 am and the time now is 2.41 am. I don't think I'm going to write much this time but do wait for the next post. It will be longer and that's what I'm guaranteeing you. My class gonna start in 5 hours time and obviously I need some rest =)

See you guys. By the way, CNY is coming pretty soon. Here I wish all of the readers a prosperous and wonderful year ahead of them. GONG XI GONG XI! Good night.

Signing out, khen

I had a dream last night and what is so special about this dream is that I still remember this dream quite well after a day. Usually I can't recall any dream I had but this one is different.

Here it goes, one day, there's a guy walking lonely in a long long beaches during sunset, as he walk, he was thinking nothing in his mind, all he wanted to do is just to relax himself after a hectic week at his work. As he walk, he met with a girl who is walking on the same beach at the same time with him. The guy slowly approached the girl. Then they get to hook each other up quite fast because they are having the same interest and both of them know both of them have some kind of chemistry right after they have met. =)

For the next day, the guy went back to the same beach to find the girl. Then after walking a while, the girl is there. Walking alone as well. Without any hesitation, the guy approaches the girl and started to have some conversation but this is very different, the girl doesn't know or even recognized the guy already. The guy feel very weird because he thought, 'yesterday was a very good day for both of them, but why suddenly on the following day, she couldn't recognize him?'. With all the disbelief, the guy secretly went to follow her until her home. There, he met with the girl's parents and her parents started to tell her the whole story.

It was a very very sad story. Actually the girl had a tragic accident 3 months ago. The girl had suffer a major brain damage and that is what making her losing her short term memory. She can remember all the things before the accident but not after the accident. Because right after she sleep, she will forget everything in the next morning. The guy feel very sad at that time because he know that from the moment they met the 1st time, he already know that she is the only one that he needs and wants.

The guy never gave up on this girl, not only that he waited, he tried to approach to this girl every time they met up because everyday the girl will walk at the beach during sunset. Because the girl having a short term memory loss, each and every time the guy meet her, he have to act as if they don't know each other. He have to think lots and lots of idea to tackle the girl. Sometimes successful, sometimes not. As the days gone by, they are having more and more wonderful memories but the most is just date on the 1st day because the following day, she will forgot everything that happened the day before. The guy never gave up hoping that and the girl that she love so much will eventually recover from her brain damage which is rarely happened.

One night, the guy resting on a sofa, he prayed to God, ask whether is there anything that the guy can do to make the girl recover from her sickness. He asked God, 'God, please help me to heal this girl that I love so much, I rather sacrifice everything for her so that she can recover.' They have so much of sweet memories, they took a lot of beautiful pictures together. All this makes the guy feel so pain in his heart but he willingly to wait wait wait and wait until .... .... ..

That's all for my dream, I don't know what happened after that. If anyone of you guys continued my dream, please tell me the end of the story k? I would really want to know. Thanks

Time for me to sleep dy =þ
Good night


The time now is 4.10 am in the morning and I really should be on the bed right now. I can't really fall asleep. So, just to kill some time, I tell you what I'm thinking about at the moment.

Seriously, every time I write something in my blog, I consider too much about how others think about me. I will think about, will my relatives and family read my blog? How they think about me after read what I've write here in this website? When I'm first setting up this page, I thought that I can really share my happiness or unhappiness here but somehow the purpose of this webpage is not being fulfilled. Not that I want everyone to sympathy on me when I'm unhappy. Is that I just wish to release something inside my heart which is not happy. After so long, this blog has been filtered by my own 'mindset' which is not to let others know that I'm not that strong and I do fall down at times. I do face problems. But don't worry, this blog will not be filtered and what you guys read here is really genuine come from my heart =)

As the year approaches the end, I think back what had happened this year and evaluate on myself. This year is really full of ups and downs. I have some problem with my relationship and I won't touch further of that. For the 1st time going out to study far away from home is not something that happen everyday. Thank you for the support that my family gave me. It may not be obvious but I know you are always there for me. Mum and dad, I apologize for not contacting you guys as often as it should be. I do miss you. I'm going home soon!

I think that's it for that. Good night and here I'm wishing everybody Happy Mooncake Festival.


I'm going home soon. Actually my exam finished on the 29th. I'm going home soon!

Currently I'm having my exams. Sorry for no further updates recently. I still have 3 papers (Principles of Marketing, Corporate and Business Law, Information System) to go. Three of the subjects require a lot of understanding. So, wish me all the best my friends =)

Cheers =)

The Emperor and the Seed

An emperor in the Far East was growing old and knew it was time to choose his successor. Instead of choosing one of his assistants or his children, he decided something different. He called young people in the kingdom together one day. He said, "It is time for me to step down and choose the next emperor. I have decided to choose one of you."

The kids were shocked! But the emperor continued. "I am going to give each one of you a seed today. One very special seed. I want you to plant the seed, water it and come back here after one year from today with what you have grown from this one seed. I will then judge the plants that you bring, and the one I choose will be the next emperor!"

One boy named Ling was there that day and he, like the others, received a seed. He went home and excitedly told his mother the story. She helped him get a pot and planting soil, and he planted the seed and watered it carefully. Every day he would water it and watch to see if it had grown. After about three weeks, some of the other youths began to talk about their seeds and the plants that were beginning to grow.

Ling kept checking his seed, but nothing ever grew. 3 weeks, 4 weeks, 5 weeks went by. Still nothing. By now, others were talking about their plants but Ling didn't have a plant, and he felt like a failure. Six months went by, still nothing in Ling's pot. He just knew he had killed his seed.

Everyone else had trees and tall plants, but he had nothing. Ling didn't say anything to his friends, however. He just kept waiting for his seed to grow.

A year finally went by and all the youths of the kingdom brought their plants to the emperor for inspection. Ling told his mother that he wasn't going to take an empty pot. But honest about what happened, Ling felt sick to his stomach, but he knew his mother was right. He took his empty pot to the palace. When Ling arrived, he was amazed at the variety of plants grown by the other youths. They were beautiful in all shapes and sizes. Ling put his empty pot on the floor and many of the other kinds laughed at him. A few felt sorry for him and just said, "Hey nice try."

When the emperor arrived, he surveyed the room and greeted the young people. Ling just tried to hide in the back. "What great plants, trees and flowers you have grown," said the emperor. "Today, one of you will be appointed the next emperor!" All of a sudden, the emperor spotted Ling at the back of the room with his empty pot. He ordered his guards to bring him to the front. Ling was terrified. "The emperor knows I'm a failure! Maybe he will have me killed!"

When Ling got to the front, the Emperor asked his name. "My name is Ling," he replied. All the kids were laughing and making fun of him. The emperor asked everyone to quiet down. He looked at Ling, and then announced to the crowd, "Behold your new emperor! His name is Ling!" Ling couldn't believe it. Ling couldn't even grow his seed. How could he be the new emperor?

Then the emperor said, "One year ago today, I gave everyone here a seed. I told you to take the seed, plant it, water it, and bring it back to me today. But I gave you all boiled seeds, which would not grow. All of you, except Ling, have brought me trees and plants and flowers. When you found that the seed would not grow, you substituted another seed for the one I gave you. Ling was the only one with the courage and honesty to bring me a pot with my seed in it. Therefore, he is the one who will be the new emperor!"

If you plant honesty, you will reap trust.
If you plant goodness, you will reap friends.
If you plant humility, you will reap greatness.
If you plant perseverance, you will reap victory.
If you plant consideration, you will reap harmony.
If you plant hard work, you will reap success.
If you plant forgiveness, you will reap reconciliation.
If you plant openness, you will reap intimacy.
If you plant patience, you will reap improvements.
If you plant faith, you will reap miracles.

If you plant dishonesty, you will reap distrust.
If you plant selfishness, you will reap loneliness.
If you plant pride, you will reap destruction.
If you plant envy, you will reap trouble.
If you plant laziness, you will reap stagnation.
If you plant bitterness, you will reap isolation.
If you plant greed, you will reap loss.
If you plant gossip, you will reap enemies.
If you plant worries, you will reap wrinkles.
If you plant sin, you will reap guilt.

So be careful what you plant now, It will determine what you will reap tomorrow, The seeds you now scatter, Will make life worse or better, your life or the ones who will come after. Yes, someday, you will enjoy the fruits, or you will pay for the choices you plant today.

Cheers =)