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Seeing Things From My PERSPECTIVE

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I had a dream last night and what is so special about this dream is that I still remember this dream quite well after a day. Usually I can't recall any dream I had but this one is different.


Here it goes, one day, there's a guy walking lonely in a long long beaches during sunset, as he walk, he was thinking nothing in his mind, all he wanted to do is just to relax himself after a hectic week at his work. As he walk, he met with a girl who is walking on the same beach at the same time with him. The guy slowly approached the girl. Then they get to hook each other up quite fast because they are having the same interest and both of them know both of them have some kind of chemistry right after they have met. =)


For the next day, the guy went back to the same beach to find the girl. Then after walking a while, the girl is there. Walking alone as well. Without any hesitation, the guy approaches the girl and started to have some conversation but this is very different, the girl doesn't know or even recognized the guy already. The guy feel very weird because he thought, 'yesterday was a very good day for both of them, but why suddenly on the following day, she couldn't recognize him?'. With all the disbelief, the guy secretly went to follow her until her home. There, he met with the girl's parents and her parents started to tell her the whole story.


It was a very very sad story. Actually the girl had a tragic accident 3 months ago. The girl had suffer a major brain damage and that is what making her losing her short term memory. She can remember all the things before the accident but not after the accident. Because right after she sleep, she will forget everything in the next morning. The guy feel very sad at that time because he know that from the moment they met the 1st time, he already know that she is the only one that he needs and wants.


The guy never gave up on this girl, not only that he waited, he tried to approach to this girl every time they met up because everyday the girl will walk at the beach during sunset. Because the girl having a short term memory loss, each and every time the guy meet her, he have to act as if they don't know each other. He have to think lots and lots of idea to tackle the girl. Sometimes successful, sometimes not. As the days gone by, they are having more and more wonderful memories but the most is just date on the 1st day because the following day, she will forgot everything that happened the day before. The guy never gave up hoping that and the girl that she love so much will eventually recover from her brain damage which is rarely happened.


One night, the guy resting on a sofa, he prayed to God, ask whether is there anything that the guy can do to make the girl recover from her sickness. He asked God, 'God, please help me to heal this girl that I love so much, I rather sacrifice everything for her so that she can recover.' They have so much of sweet memories, they took a lot of beautiful pictures together. All this makes the guy feel so pain in his heart but he willingly to wait wait wait and wait until .... .... ..




That's all for my dream, I don't know what happened after that. If anyone of you guys continued my dream, please tell me the end of the story k? I would really want to know. Thanks

Time for me to sleep dy =þ
Good night

ahkhen

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The time now is 4.10 am in the morning and I really should be on the bed right now. I can't really fall asleep. So, just to kill some time, I tell you what I'm thinking about at the moment.



Seriously, every time I write something in my blog, I consider too much about how others think about me. I will think about, will my relatives and family read my blog? How they think about me after read what I've write here in this website? When I'm first setting up this page, I thought that I can really share my happiness or unhappiness here but somehow the purpose of this webpage is not being fulfilled. Not that I want everyone to sympathy on me when I'm unhappy. Is that I just wish to release something inside my heart which is not happy. After so long, this blog has been filtered by my own 'mindset' which is not to let others know that I'm not that strong and I do fall down at times. I do face problems. But don't worry, this blog will not be filtered and what you guys read here is really genuine come from my heart =)


As the year approaches the end, I think back what had happened this year and evaluate on myself. This year is really full of ups and downs. I have some problem with my relationship and I won't touch further of that. For the 1st time going out to study far away from home is not something that happen everyday. Thank you for the support that my family gave me. It may not be obvious but I know you are always there for me. Mum and dad, I apologize for not contacting you guys as often as it should be. I do miss you. I'm going home soon!


I think that's it for that. Good night and here I'm wishing everybody Happy Mooncake Festival.


Cheers
ahkhen

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I'm going home soon. Actually my exam finished on the 29th. I'm going home soon!

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Currently I'm having my exams. Sorry for no further updates recently. I still have 3 papers (Principles of Marketing, Corporate and Business Law, Information System) to go. Three of the subjects require a lot of understanding. So, wish me all the best my friends =)



Cheers =)
Khen

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The Emperor and the Seed




An emperor in the Far East was growing old and knew it was time to choose his successor. Instead of choosing one of his assistants or his children, he decided something different. He called young people in the kingdom together one day. He said, "It is time for me to step down and choose the next emperor. I have decided to choose one of you."

The kids were shocked! But the emperor continued. "I am going to give each one of you a seed today. One very special seed. I want you to plant the seed, water it and come back here after one year from today with what you have grown from this one seed. I will then judge the plants that you bring, and the one I choose will be the next emperor!"

One boy named Ling was there that day and he, like the others, received a seed. He went home and excitedly told his mother the story. She helped him get a pot and planting soil, and he planted the seed and watered it carefully. Every day he would water it and watch to see if it had grown. After about three weeks, some of the other youths began to talk about their seeds and the plants that were beginning to grow.

Ling kept checking his seed, but nothing ever grew. 3 weeks, 4 weeks, 5 weeks went by. Still nothing. By now, others were talking about their plants but Ling didn't have a plant, and he felt like a failure. Six months went by, still nothing in Ling's pot. He just knew he had killed his seed.

Everyone else had trees and tall plants, but he had nothing. Ling didn't say anything to his friends, however. He just kept waiting for his seed to grow.

A year finally went by and all the youths of the kingdom brought their plants to the emperor for inspection. Ling told his mother that he wasn't going to take an empty pot. But honest about what happened, Ling felt sick to his stomach, but he knew his mother was right. He took his empty pot to the palace. When Ling arrived, he was amazed at the variety of plants grown by the other youths. They were beautiful in all shapes and sizes. Ling put his empty pot on the floor and many of the other kinds laughed at him. A few felt sorry for him and just said, "Hey nice try."

When the emperor arrived, he surveyed the room and greeted the young people. Ling just tried to hide in the back. "What great plants, trees and flowers you have grown," said the emperor. "Today, one of you will be appointed the next emperor!" All of a sudden, the emperor spotted Ling at the back of the room with his empty pot. He ordered his guards to bring him to the front. Ling was terrified. "The emperor knows I'm a failure! Maybe he will have me killed!"

When Ling got to the front, the Emperor asked his name. "My name is Ling," he replied. All the kids were laughing and making fun of him. The emperor asked everyone to quiet down. He looked at Ling, and then announced to the crowd, "Behold your new emperor! His name is Ling!" Ling couldn't believe it. Ling couldn't even grow his seed. How could he be the new emperor?

Then the emperor said, "One year ago today, I gave everyone here a seed. I told you to take the seed, plant it, water it, and bring it back to me today. But I gave you all boiled seeds, which would not grow. All of you, except Ling, have brought me trees and plants and flowers. When you found that the seed would not grow, you substituted another seed for the one I gave you. Ling was the only one with the courage and honesty to bring me a pot with my seed in it. Therefore, he is the one who will be the new emperor!"

If you plant honesty, you will reap trust.
If you plant goodness, you will reap friends.
If you plant humility, you will reap greatness.
If you plant perseverance, you will reap victory.
If you plant consideration, you will reap harmony.
If you plant hard work, you will reap success.
If you plant forgiveness, you will reap reconciliation.
If you plant openness, you will reap intimacy.
If you plant patience, you will reap improvements.
If you plant faith, you will reap miracles.

But
If you plant dishonesty, you will reap distrust.
If you plant selfishness, you will reap loneliness.
If you plant pride, you will reap destruction.
If you plant envy, you will reap trouble.
If you plant laziness, you will reap stagnation.
If you plant bitterness, you will reap isolation.
If you plant greed, you will reap loss.
If you plant gossip, you will reap enemies.
If you plant worries, you will reap wrinkles.
If you plant sin, you will reap guilt.

So be careful what you plant now, It will determine what you will reap tomorrow, The seeds you now scatter, Will make life worse or better, your life or the ones who will come after. Yes, someday, you will enjoy the fruits, or you will pay for the choices you plant today.


Cheers =)
ahkhen

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Here's a little inspiring words which is true that I read about this morning.

Answered prayers


A voyaging ship was wrecked during a storm at sea and only two of the men on it were able to swim to a small, desert like island. The two survivors, not knowing what else to do, agreed that they had no other recourse but to pray to God. However, to find out
whose prayer was more powerful, they agreed to divide the territory between them and stay on opposite sides of the island.

The first thing they prayed for was food. The next morning, the first man saw a fruit-bearing tree on his side of the land, and he was able to eat its fruit. The other man's parcel of land remained barren.

After a week, the first man was lonely and he decided to pray for a wife. The next day, another ship was wrecked, and the only
survivor was a woman who swam to his side of the land. On the other side of the island, there was nothing.

Soon the first man prayed for a house, clothes, more food. The next day, like magic, all of these were given to him. However, the
second man still had nothing.

Finally, the first man prayed for a ship, so that he and his wife would leave the island. In the morning, he found a ship docked at
his side of the island.

The first man boarded the ship with his wife and decided to leave the second man on the island. He considered the other man unworthy to receive God's blessings, since none of his prayers had been answered. As the ship was about to leave, the first man heard a voice from heaven booming, "Why are you leaving your companion on the island?"

"My blessings are mine alone, since I was the one who prayed for them," the first man answered. "His prayers were all unanswered
and so he does not deserve anything."

"You are mistaken!" the voice rebuked him. "He had only one prayer, which I answered. If not for that, you would not have received any of my blessings."

"Tell me," the first man asked the voice, "What did he pray for that I should owe him anything?" "He prayed that all your prayers be answered."

For all we know, our blessings are not the fruits of our prayers alone, but those of another praying for us


Cheers =)
ahkhen

Audi R8

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Okay, this is a post about car. Although I do not know much about car but I think I do like this Audi R8. Let the pictures do the talking k? I wonder how much money should I earn to get one of these. hmmm?


You'll notice this the first time you start the V10 engine. It instantly snaps out of its slumber with a massive 525PS (386 kW). An incomparably gutsy engine sound gives you a foretaste of what awaits you. You'll scarcely be able to wait to test its performance potential. Engage first gear and get ready – for a driving experience you won't ever forget.

State-of-the-art FSI® technology catapults the R8 V10 from 0 to 62mph in just 3.9 seconds. You pass the 124mph mark after a mere 12.0 seconds*. The top speed is not reached until the speedometer touches a breathtaking 196mph. Racing drivers summarise such power output in just two words: sheer adrenaline.

Enter a bend and shift down the gears. As you come out of the bend, the Audi R8 V10 immediately responds to the throttle again. The high-revving concept has been further refined for this purpose, with the engine speed now peaking at 8,700 rpm. Its broad engine-speed range is instantly on tap and a beefy 530 Nm of torque drives the Audi R8 relentlessly forward. You detect this in the form of lightning-fast response, incomparable agility and supreme acceleration in virtually all driving situations.






Interior

Rear View

Front View (Like the L.E.D on the front lamp so much)




Tell me who don't like this car?




Cheers =)
khen

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Lee Yung Dae & Jung Jae Sung

This post is dedicated specially for badminton. hahaha. Personally I do like the pair of Lee Yung Dae and Jung Jae Sung. Both of them are very athletic. I do like Lee Yung Dae more because he have great defence, great attacking attributes as well and not forgetting he's a very smart player too. Anyway, finally I had my badminton session again tonight. Wow, it was so much fun. LoL.. Although I didn't bring my racket and didn't wear a proper shoes to play, but yet, I still can feel the fun, excitement and everything.

Okay, let me describe it to you how I feel, before I step in the court, I do some normal stretching to my leg as usual. Then I pick one of my friend's racket and try to feel the racket. Trying to be ONE with the racket. Hahaha

When I stepped into the court, I do my normal routine warm up, which is just simply rallying with my friend. After all the warm up, the game begins, it is a double match, at that very moment, I feel wanted to win so much because I'm a competitive player. LOL. I feel all the blood bringing oxygen rushing all over my body to feed my muscle with all the oxygen they need. Every stroke and every smash that I made reminds me how much I miss this sport. Actually nothing special about this post, just that I feel happy after a badminton workout. That's all. Hahahaha!

Fu Hai Feng & Cai Yun

Tan Boon Heong & Koo Kean Kiat


Hopefully there's an event here nearby or KL, cause I surely try my best to watch an international event. Haha. Till here then.



Cheers =)
khen

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It's time for an update. I have a bad news. For the past few days I'm sick, it was all started with a minor sore throat then a major one. I couldn't gain weight as I wanted to because I am just turning my timetable here upside down. It's exactly 3.44 AM now as shown on my wrist watch. In fact I feel quite energetic and that is what makes me typing here. But anyway, there's nothing much I want to share tonight. Just that my fingers is itching. hahaha...





Err, last night was a night which is so hard to sleep which eventually make me so tired on the next day. Imagine, errr. Try to really imagine k? Err, Have you ever tried that when the channel of your nose is blocked, means u couldn't breath from using your nose. The only way you can breath is only through your mouth. But the problem is, from 10 breaths I take, 6 of them will trigger me to cough. My throat is so dry and itchy at that time. I can say almost impossible to sleep yesterday night but eventually I was overwhelmed by the pure fatigue on my body. Then I fall asleep. hahahaha!


But the good news is, I'm on the way of recovering now. I should say it is almost 80% recover from it. I'm not having A(H1N1) because I do not have all the symptoms of H1N1. Don't worry! But for all my buddies and friends out there, please take good care of yourselves now as the virus is getting so serious now. Always remember, prevent is always better than cure. So, drink lots of water, always keep your hygiene level high and not forgetting to put on the mask if necessary.



Till here then
Cheers =)
ahkhen

w o w

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I just learned how to ride a motorbike in 2 hours time. The problem is I know exactly how to ride it without any major problem. Actually me and my friend went out for gathering only, but there's a lot of bike there so I took the initiative to try one of them, which is a scooter, then right after, I took the manual one. Feel nice. Considering whether should I take the license or not.





Satisfied!
Cheers =)
khen

Brand NEW SKINNNNNNNNNNNN!

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As you can see, I just changed my blog theme. Hopefully this theme will ease the eyes of readers.



Cheers =)
khen

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What a girl need,

When she is sick, she need cares and love, little thing such as making her porridge or 'leong cha' is enough to melt her heart.

When she is argueing with you, she need you to listen to her, maybe you might not agree with her but please don't fight with her, at the end, all she need is you to make me her smile again.

When she is sad, try to cheer her up or maybe listen to her. Do something that can put a smile in her face, she might not smile immediately but at least you try because you don't want see her sad cause it hurts u even more.

When she is crying, do not ask anything, just go to her and hug her, let her lie on ur shoulder which she knows that is the one she want to rely on for the rest of her life.




When she is happy, treasure every moment u have and cherish it because it is not easy for two people in this world to be together and sharing the same love story.

When she is not saying anything, sit near to her and give attention to her, care her, maybe she need some time, or maybe she need you to cheer her up.

When she is sleeping, hug her till she fall asleep, help her to put on the blanket and hug her so that she wont catch cold in the middle of the night. If she woke up in the middle of the night having nightmare, hold her so that she knows that you are with her and give her enough of protection.

When she wake up, make sure you are still beside her because when she open her eyes, all she want to see is you.

When you are staying far away from her, do not think of having relationship with another girl. Always remember she is always waiting for you at home. Trust her.

When she make something for you, do not ever say no, because she really put in her effort to make something for you. Accept it as you are showing your appreciation.

When you send her home, make sure you watch her till she go into her house because that is your responsibilty.

When going out for a meal, she will always share because she wants you to eat as well. She cares about you too.

When going out for shopping with her, give her opinion, buy her the nicest outfit that suite her the most because at the end of the day, you just want her to be as beautiful as she is your other half.

When she wants to share something, listen to her, show her that you are the person who are willing to take out your valuable time for her.

Always remember, treat her nice, because the gf you found deserve all the love which you are able to give.


Cheers =)
Khen

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I guess now is the for me to update a bit about myself. Although I'm quite tired this few weeks because of test and assignments, afterall, everything gone well. Here are some of the pictures taken after my presentation =)

Rico and I (Just forget about the hand on my waist k?)

"yeng?"

Chin Leng

Cheryl

Winnie

Group photo =)

Nice?

Candid

Looks like I'm The only one who get the wrong message LoL


Till here then, cheers =)

Interesting!

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It is 4.43p.m as stated in my laptop clock at the bottom right of my screen and as I continue to type this sentence, the clock is still ticking. I wish I can stop the time but it is just impossible. I feel tired as the day go by. All I need is a breather but I can't. The schedule is just too packed. Am I making myself too tired afterall? OMG, 'yawn' again! Till here then. Cheers =)

100 Truths -As Tagged by Joanne Thien-

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001. Real name: Yong Yit Kheng
002. Nickname(s): ahkhen, yong mek mek
003. Age: 20(2009)
004. Horoscope: Gemini
005. Male or Female: Male
006. Elementary: Sung Siew Kindergarten
007 Middle School: Sung Siew Primary School
008. High School: Sung Siew Secondary School
009. College school: Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman (UTAR)
010. Hair colour: Black with a lil bit of dark brown


011. Long or short: In what sense? I guess I'll choose Long
012. Loud or Quiet: Quiet
013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
014. Phone or Camera: Camera
015. Health freak: Still ok
016. Drink or Smoke: Drink
017. Do you have a crush on someone: No comment
018. Eat or Drink: Both
019. Piercings: None
020. Tattoos: None


021. Social or Anti-Social: Social
022. Righty or Lefty: Righty
023. First piercing: -
024. First relationship: -
025. First Best Friend: Kelvin Lo? LoL
026. First Award: I can't recall.
027. First Kiss: What answer should I give? When? How? Who?
028. First Pet: Small Fishes
029. First Big Vacation: -


031. First Big Birthday: Not that big actually.
032. First Surgery: Dentist 'tampal lubang'
033. First sport you joined: Badminton
034. Orange or Apple Juice: Orange
035. Rock or Rap: Rock
036. Country or Screamo: Country
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: Backstreet Boys
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: None of them I want to choose
039. Night or Day: Night
040. Sun or Moon: Moon

041. TV or Internet: Both
042. Playstation or xbox: Playstation
043. Kiss or hug: Hug
044. Iguana or turtle: Turtle
045. Spider or bee: Both because both are hardworking!
046. Fall or spring: Spring
047. Limewire or iTunes: iTunes
048. Soccer or baseball: Soccer
049. Eating: 4.5 hours ago
050. Drinking: Just drank


051. Excitement level: Moderate
052. I'm about to: Sleep
053. Listening to: Fish Leong's songs
054. Plan for today: Now it is 4.32 am. My plan is to take a good rest for my days which is going to start in about a few hours time
055. Waiting for: The future to come
056. Energy level: Getting low
057. Thinking of someone: Yes
058. Want kids: Yes
059. Want to get married: Yes
060. When: In the future

061. How many kids do you want: The most is 3. Maintenance fee is very high
062. Any name in mind: Yes
063. What did you want to be when you were little: Pilot
064. Careers in mind: Marketing Manager
065. Mellow future or wild: Wild
066. Something you would never try: Hurt my loved one anymore
067. When do you want to die: After I accomplished God's purpose in my life
068. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
069. Romantic or Funny: Both
070. Shorter or Taller: Doesn't matter


071. Protective or Caring: Both
072. Romantic or Spontaneous: Spontaneous
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: You mean me? Both also consider ok!
074. Sensitive or Loud: What is this? LoL
075. Hooked-up or Relationship: None
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant: None of those
077. Muscular or Normal: Normal
078. Kissed a stranger: Nope
079. Broken a bone: Not yet. Hopefully won't
080. Lost glasses or contacts: Not using it. =)


081. Ran away from home: NO
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense: NO!
083. Killed somebody: NOPE!
084. Broken someone's heart: YES!
085. Had your heart broken: YES!
086. Been arrested: NOPE!
087. Cried when someone died: Yes!
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: Yes!
089. Do u believe in Yourself: YES!
090. Miracles: Looking forward to it
091. Love at first sight: NOPE!
092. Heaven: YES!
093. Santa Claus: NO COMMENT!
094. Tooth fairy: NOPE!
095. Kiss in the first date: NOPE
096. Angels: YES!

Answer Truthfully.
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?- No comment
098. Happy with where you're in life now? – Half Half
099. Do you believe in God?- Yes
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people


* I'm not going to tag 10 peoples. It's up to u to tag urself =)

Boyzone --- You needed Me

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I cried a tear
You wiped it dry
I was confused
You cleared my mind
I sold my soul
You bought it back for me
And held the earth
You gave me dignity
Somehow you needed me
You gave me strength
To stand alone again
To face the world
Out on my own again
You put me high
Upon a pedestal
So high that I could almost see eternity
You needed me
You needed me


I can't believe it's you
I can't believe it's you
I needed you
And you were there
And I'll never leave, why should I leave?
I needed you
I finally found someone who really cares

(You needed me)

You held my hand
It was cold
And I was lost
You took me home
You gave me love
That I was at the end
I turned my life
Back into truth again You even called me 'friend'

You gave me strength
To stand alone again
To face the world
Out on my own again
You put me high
Upon a pedestal
So high that I could almost see eternity
You needed me
You needed me

You needed me
You needed me
Oh, yes, you needed me
You needed me

I M B A C K

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Hi, I'm back from what a long lay back.
I don't know what to type here, so I'm going to reintroduce myself again in this blog.
Hi, My name is Yong Yit Kheng, I guess most of u guys which is quite close to me still don't know how to write my chinese name right? 杨逸权
Currently I'm studying at Utar, Perak Campus. Taking the course of Marketing.
Currently I'm weighing at 63 kgs with the height of 176.5 cm tall. I guess I won't grow any taller anymore since I already reached the age of 20 already. Oh ya, I'm 20 years old this year.


Okay, cut all the 'ketams'. It's been quite an enjoyable time for me here since I came here. Yesterday was a lucky or an unlucky day for me? I'm not sure, let u all judge for yourself.
For your information, it's been quite a while since I'm driving a car. Yesterday after my mid term test for LAW, I am very curious to drive my friend's car since I haven't touch a car before for quite sometime. Me and my classmates plan to go for lunch together after the horrendous test. I feel so happy when I step into my friend's Myvi. I plug in the key and starts the engine, put my foot on the pedal and I drove to the destined lunch location.


For your information, I don't know how the road goes here so all I can do is just follow my friend's car while enjoying the music 'BEYOND'. Old school! Haha. After I reached there, I parked at the back of my friend's car. Unfortunately when my friend wants to reverse her car, and she didn't knew that I was at her back. So she bang gently on my friend's car which I'm driving it at that time. The slightest of touch is enough to crack the plate number. LoL. But nevertheless, I feel quite guilty although I'm not the one who made the mistake. Anyway, I did ask my dad to 'beli toto' on that number yesterday but obviously the luck wasn't on my side. Anyway, I should be glad that only the plate number cracked and not the whole front bumper falls down. =)


Luckily just a little crack. Okay back to the story which is my current life here in Perak. I don't know how to describe here. I went to the uni almost everyday now because the test is held on SUNDAY! LoL SUNDAY SHOULD BE A RESTING DAY! Anyway, the weather in Kampar here can be very hot at times but the lecture hall can be as cold as in North Pole. Can you imagine that? Lot's of people attending at the same time. For your information, I'm not sure whether is UTAR really that good or not but one think I am sure is, there are so many people studying in UTAR here. Even if u want to buy food at the Cafeteria, you have to line up in such a long long Q. And not forgetting, the food in the Cafeteria wasn't that nice actually.


This is how's my lecture hall looks like.


I guess it's time to sleep now. So I leave you guys with one of my recent pic cause I think my friends out there doesn't see me for quite some time already.
Just to keep u guys up to date.


Cheers, Ciaoz
khen =)

1.24am 06 June 2009

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I'm happy. Thank God.

2.13pm 05 June 2009

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I'm home after a lecture class on quantitative techniques. Overall it is still ok for me since I treat maths not my best friend. I'm very tired right now. I waited for bus for 1 hour and by just standing there together with my friend ah wah. I didn't sleep well last night, this makes me feel so sleepy when I'm in the library just now before i went to wait at bus stop. Gonna stop here. I have to take my rest before my class at 6.30 pm till 8.00 pm.

khen

1.28am 05 June 2009

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I don't feel like want to blog now but I can't fall asleep yet.

1.11am 05 June 2009

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Today is the worst day of my life, I don't feel any happiness within me. I became so sad and unhappy until I feel like I am going crazy soon. I'm sure you guys wondering why can I be so sad here. No, it is not because of the place I study, not because I'm new to a new environment. There are something much more complicated than that. Life is like a roller coaster, it has ups and downs. I guess I'm on the down side of it now, I think currently I'm at the minimum point. I lose my directions, I don't know where am I heading to. Most of the times I hide my unhappiness behind me, for example, I will never let my friends know that I am unhappy. I guess all of my friends did the same also. I don't want anyone who cares me to worry about me. Some problems had been hiding behind me for quite sometime now. I miss my days of waking up with a great mood in me. I wish to wake up and do as many things as I can in that day and live without any regrets. Life is full of challenges and obstacles. We have to go Through it for us to be stronger. This is very true. We all experienced it all the time. No doubt about that. We will only become stronger when we face things bravely. But why am I so unhappy now? I think because I don't dare to face the problem myself and I keep hoping the problem will go away. This is not good at all. Really not good at all. Problem still exist and it will only become bigger and bigger if we drag or hide it. Things are complicated at the moment, but it takes time to solve it. It cannot be rush. Please pray for me and I do ask Lord for guidance to take me out from this evil trap.



khen

Kampar, Perak

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Wondering how can I end up in this place? LoL. Currently I'm studying in Utar which is in Perak Campus. How should I start here? errr....

Okay, let me start by my first impression on this place. Kampar is not a big place. For those who live in Sandakan, I shall say Kampar is just only as small as Mile 4 including Bandar Indah. Not as big as Sandakan, and because it is not that big, most of the transport here are BICYCLE AND MOTORBIKES. Car not that much. Security wise here is very good because this is a small town and also most of them are Chinese (no offense to other race k?). The main language they use here are Cantonese and Mandarin, and sometimes I do hear Hakka from those uncles aunties.. LoL.. Kinda suprising for me..

About the Uni,
It's kinda big for a University, NOT SUPER BIG but quite big.. LoL.. Try to imagine, walk from block to block can take you up to 10 minutes. Okay, for the food here, it is quite cheap and nice to eat. Sometimes it is cheaper compare to my hometown Sandakan. Of course for seafood, Sandakan still the best. People here is kinda friendly as far as i seen.

Okay, that's it for this time.. Will update more soon when I'm free. I'm very tired now. Going to take my rest now..


Signing out =þ
ahkhen

UNTITLED

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Guess what am I doing recently? Nothing special. Just want to keep all my readers up to date, here's what I've done. Here it is, PC games. Since I have nothing to do recently, I caught up with a few interesting games.

First up, Resident Evil 4. I know this game is kinda old dated back to 2005 if not mistaken but seriously the gameplay and the story definitely is very nice.



Next up, Pro Evolution Soccer 2009, seriously this game is very nice. It is consider as the best football game out there. It kept me sitting in front of my PC for most of the times as I'm trying my best to score a winning goal against my extremely tough opponent.

Pro Evolution Soccer is back for 2009! The terms "PES" and "Winning Eleven" have always been synonymous with realism and superior gameplay, but this year PES will further narrow the gap between the game, and the real thing! New stadiums, players motions and gameplay modes will bolster a game already focused on providing an exciting soccer experience. In 2009, Pro Evolution will once again push the limits of soccer gaming. If it were any more real, you'd be on the field!

There's another game which I am looking forward for. It's Call Of Duty 4 Modern Warfare and World at War.

If anyone does have the installation disc for PC of this game, please let me know ya. I wanted to play this game badly. LoL


Last but not least, there's another 2 games where I eagerly anticipating. Diablo III and
Starcraft II.
Diablo III is an Action Role-Playing game, developed by Blizzard Entertainment and published by Activision Blizzard, scheduled to be released in 2009.

Starcraft II is a Sci-Fi Real-Time Strategy game, developed and published by Blizzard Entertainment, scheduled to be released in 2009.


Friends out there, if u have played any nice PC games, please introduce some to me ya, cause Sandakan nowadays hor, is a boring town without many friends left here.





Signing Off =þ

I'm back?

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I'm back I guess. Haha. Since when is my last post ah? You guys count for me ya.. haha.. Okay.. Wanna know what is happening about me recently. Nothing special. Just going a few places as a trip. Hanging out with friends who still in Sandakan which is not many.. Haha.. Currently still in Sandakan.

Here's my recent picture =D

Keep in contact and hopefully I still have the mood to post next time.. See ya

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Baby Emberlynn

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Due to the demand of my loyal blog readers, here's my little niece called 'Baby Emberlynn'. We used to call her lam lam too. Here are some of her lovely pics. Enjoy. She's cute and adorable of course. 

Don't know what she is trying to do there. This photo was taken on November 2008 if not mistaken.

She's catching those little ant.

I guess she don't know where she wanna go.

Close up view. This picture is taken when she still don't know how to walk. Not even 1 year old I think at that moment.

Her grandpa hugging her.

This pic was taken at SRC during mother's day 2008. Look how innocent she is. =P

Lam Lam with her cute sweater.

Cute looking little girl.

This picture was taken when she just started to walk using her own little 'Ferrari'.

Little baby in her little car.

Artistic posting just for me.

Cutie

I guess she is trying to take away the camera from my hand in this pic.

Is she pretty and adorable? Now she's around 1 and half years old. She is no more sitting in her little bumper car already. She can walk, squad, run, and even tackles you. You get what I mean? Her 'tackle' means she will run towards you and bang you with her head. Of course you have to catch her so that she won’t bang into anywhere hard to avoid any unnecessary injury. haha. She loves to run even she can't even stand properly. That's her. 

Nowadays, she loves to eat 'pok pok'. Guess what is that? It's keroPOK. She likes 'pok pok' a lot. She's so cute because she seldom cry and she is very playful too. Every time she saw me, she will call me with an extremely polite and soft voice calling 'suk suk'.

Here are her latest pics that i took. Fresh de oh. Taken on 08.01.09 (Thursday night)

I'm not sure she's looking at who.

She's so naughty.

Enjoy!
Signing off. Khen =þ

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