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Seeing Things From My PERSPECTIVE

I had a dream last night and what is so special about this dream is that I still remember this dream quite well after a day. Usually I can't recall any dream I had but this one is different.


Here it goes, one day, there's a guy walking lonely in a long long beaches during sunset, as he walk, he was thinking nothing in his mind, all he wanted to do is just to relax himself after a hectic week at his work. As he walk, he met with a girl who is walking on the same beach at the same time with him. The guy slowly approached the girl. Then they get to hook each other up quite fast because they are having the same interest and both of them know both of them have some kind of chemistry right after they have met. =)


For the next day, the guy went back to the same beach to find the girl. Then after walking a while, the girl is there. Walking alone as well. Without any hesitation, the guy approaches the girl and started to have some conversation but this is very different, the girl doesn't know or even recognized the guy already. The guy feel very weird because he thought, 'yesterday was a very good day for both of them, but why suddenly on the following day, she couldn't recognize him?'. With all the disbelief, the guy secretly went to follow her until her home. There, he met with the girl's parents and her parents started to tell her the whole story.


It was a very very sad story. Actually the girl had a tragic accident 3 months ago. The girl had suffer a major brain damage and that is what making her losing her short term memory. She can remember all the things before the accident but not after the accident. Because right after she sleep, she will forget everything in the next morning. The guy feel very sad at that time because he know that from the moment they met the 1st time, he already know that she is the only one that he needs and wants.


The guy never gave up on this girl, not only that he waited, he tried to approach to this girl every time they met up because everyday the girl will walk at the beach during sunset. Because the girl having a short term memory loss, each and every time the guy meet her, he have to act as if they don't know each other. He have to think lots and lots of idea to tackle the girl. Sometimes successful, sometimes not. As the days gone by, they are having more and more wonderful memories but the most is just date on the 1st day because the following day, she will forgot everything that happened the day before. The guy never gave up hoping that and the girl that she love so much will eventually recover from her brain damage which is rarely happened.


One night, the guy resting on a sofa, he prayed to God, ask whether is there anything that the guy can do to make the girl recover from her sickness. He asked God, 'God, please help me to heal this girl that I love so much, I rather sacrifice everything for her so that she can recover.' They have so much of sweet memories, they took a lot of beautiful pictures together. All this makes the guy feel so pain in his heart but he willingly to wait wait wait and wait until .... .... ..




That's all for my dream, I don't know what happened after that. If anyone of you guys continued my dream, please tell me the end of the story k? I would really want to know. Thanks

Time for me to sleep dy =þ
Good night

ahkhen

The time now is 4.10 am in the morning and I really should be on the bed right now. I can't really fall asleep. So, just to kill some time, I tell you what I'm thinking about at the moment.



Seriously, every time I write something in my blog, I consider too much about how others think about me. I will think about, will my relatives and family read my blog? How they think about me after read what I've write here in this website? When I'm first setting up this page, I thought that I can really share my happiness or unhappiness here but somehow the purpose of this webpage is not being fulfilled. Not that I want everyone to sympathy on me when I'm unhappy. Is that I just wish to release something inside my heart which is not happy. After so long, this blog has been filtered by my own 'mindset' which is not to let others know that I'm not that strong and I do fall down at times. I do face problems. But don't worry, this blog will not be filtered and what you guys read here is really genuine come from my heart =)


As the year approaches the end, I think back what had happened this year and evaluate on myself. This year is really full of ups and downs. I have some problem with my relationship and I won't touch further of that. For the 1st time going out to study far away from home is not something that happen everyday. Thank you for the support that my family gave me. It may not be obvious but I know you are always there for me. Mum and dad, I apologize for not contacting you guys as often as it should be. I do miss you. I'm going home soon!


I think that's it for that. Good night and here I'm wishing everybody Happy Mooncake Festival.


Cheers
ahkhen

I'm going home soon. Actually my exam finished on the 29th. I'm going home soon!