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I'm happy. Thank God.

I'm home after a lecture class on quantitative techniques. Overall it is still ok for me since I treat maths not my best friend. I'm very tired right now. I waited for bus for 1 hour and by just standing there together with my friend ah wah. I didn't sleep well last night, this makes me feel so sleepy when I'm in the library just now before i went to wait at bus stop. Gonna stop here. I have to take my rest before my class at 6.30 pm till 8.00 pm.

khen

I don't feel like want to blog now but I can't fall asleep yet.

Today is the worst day of my life, I don't feel any happiness within me. I became so sad and unhappy until I feel like I am going crazy soon. I'm sure you guys wondering why can I be so sad here. No, it is not because of the place I study, not because I'm new to a new environment. There are something much more complicated than that. Life is like a roller coaster, it has ups and downs. I guess I'm on the down side of it now, I think currently I'm at the minimum point. I lose my directions, I don't know where am I heading to. Most of the times I hide my unhappiness behind me, for example, I will never let my friends know that I am unhappy. I guess all of my friends did the same also. I don't want anyone who cares me to worry about me. Some problems had been hiding behind me for quite sometime now. I miss my days of waking up with a great mood in me. I wish to wake up and do as many things as I can in that day and live without any regrets. Life is full of challenges and obstacles. We have to go Through it for us to be stronger. This is very true. We all experienced it all the time. No doubt about that. We will only become stronger when we face things bravely. But why am I so unhappy now? I think because I don't dare to face the problem myself and I keep hoping the problem will go away. This is not good at all. Really not good at all. Problem still exist and it will only become bigger and bigger if we drag or hide it. Things are complicated at the moment, but it takes time to solve it. It cannot be rush. Please pray for me and I do ask Lord for guidance to take me out from this evil trap.



khen