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I'm happy. Thank God.

I'm home after a lecture class on quantitative techniques. Overall it is still ok for me since I treat maths not my best friend. I'm very tired right now. I waited for bus for 1 hour and by just standing there together with my friend ah wah. I didn't sleep well last night, this makes me feel so sleepy when I'm in the library just now before i went to wait at bus stop. Gonna stop here. I have to take my rest before my class at 6.30 pm till 8.00 pm.

khen

I don't feel like want to blog now but I can't fall asleep yet.

Today is the worst day of my life, I don't feel any happiness within me. I became so sad and unhappy until I feel like I am going crazy soon. I'm sure you guys wondering why can I be so sad here. No, it is not because of the place I study, not because I'm new to a new environment. There are something much more complicated than that. Life is like a roller coaster, it has ups and downs. I guess I'm on the down side of it now, I think currently I'm at the minimum point. I lose my directions, I don't know where am I heading to. Most of the times I hide my unhappiness behind me, for example, I will never let my friends know that I am unhappy. I guess all of my friends did the same also. I don't want anyone who cares me to worry about me. Some problems had been hiding behind me for quite sometime now. I miss my days of waking up with a great mood in me. I wish to wake up and do as many things as I can in that day and live without any regrets. Life is full of challenges and obstacles. We have to go Through it for us to be stronger. This is very true. We all experienced it all the time. No doubt about that. We will only become stronger when we face things bravely. But why am I so unhappy now? I think because I don't dare to face the problem myself and I keep hoping the problem will go away. This is not good at all. Really not good at all. Problem still exist and it will only become bigger and bigger if we drag or hide it. Things are complicated at the moment, but it takes time to solve it. It cannot be rush. Please pray for me and I do ask Lord for guidance to take me out from this evil trap.



khen

Wondering how can I end up in this place? LoL. Currently I'm studying in Utar which is in Perak Campus. How should I start here? errr....

Okay, let me start by my first impression on this place. Kampar is not a big place. For those who live in Sandakan, I shall say Kampar is just only as small as Mile 4 including Bandar Indah. Not as big as Sandakan, and because it is not that big, most of the transport here are BICYCLE AND MOTORBIKES. Car not that much. Security wise here is very good because this is a small town and also most of them are Chinese (no offense to other race k?). The main language they use here are Cantonese and Mandarin, and sometimes I do hear Hakka from those uncles aunties.. LoL.. Kinda suprising for me..

About the Uni,
It's kinda big for a University, NOT SUPER BIG but quite big.. LoL.. Try to imagine, walk from block to block can take you up to 10 minutes. Okay, for the food here, it is quite cheap and nice to eat. Sometimes it is cheaper compare to my hometown Sandakan. Of course for seafood, Sandakan still the best. People here is kinda friendly as far as i seen.

Okay, that's it for this time.. Will update more soon when I'm free. I'm very tired now. Going to take my rest now..


Signing out =þ
ahkhen

Guess what am I doing recently? Nothing special. Just want to keep all my readers up to date, here's what I've done. Here it is, PC games. Since I have nothing to do recently, I caught up with a few interesting games.

Next up, Pro Evolution Soccer 2009, seriously this game is very nice. It is consider as the best football game out there. It kept me sitting in front of my PC for most of the times as I'm trying my best to score a winning goal against my extremely tough opponent.

Pro Evolution Soccer is back for 2009! The terms "PES" and "Winning Eleven" have always been synonymous with realism and superior gameplay, but this year PES will further narrow the gap between the game, and the real thing! New stadiums, players motions and gameplay modes will bolster a game already focused on providing an exciting soccer experience. In 2009, Pro Evolution will once again push the limits of soccer gaming. If it were any more real, you'd be on the field!

There's another game which I am looking forward for. It's Call Of Duty 4 Modern Warfare and World at War.

I'm back I guess. Haha. Since when is my last post ah? You guys count for me ya.. haha.. Okay.. Wanna know what is happening about me recently. Nothing special. Just going a few places as a trip. Hanging out with friends who still in Sandakan which is not many.. Haha.. Currently still in Sandakan.

Here's my recent picture =D

Keep in contact and hopefully I still have the mood to post next time.. See ya

Logging out =þ

Due to the demand of my loyal blog readers, here's my little niece called 'Baby Emberlynn'. We used to call her lam lam too. Here are some of her lovely pics. Enjoy. She's cute and adorable of course. 

Don't know what she is trying to do there. This photo was taken on November 2008 if not mistaken.

She's catching those little ant.

I guess she don't know where she wanna go.

Close up view. This picture is taken when she still don't know how to walk. Not even 1 year old I think at that moment.

Her grandpa hugging her.

This pic was taken at SRC during mother's day 2008. Look how innocent she is. =P

Lam Lam with her cute sweater.

Cute looking little girl.

This picture was taken when she just started to walk using her own little 'Ferrari'.

Little baby in her little car.

Artistic posting just for me.

Cutie

I guess she is trying to take away the camera from my hand in this pic.

Is she pretty and adorable? Now she's around 1 and half years old. She is no more sitting in her little bumper car already. She can walk, squad, run, and even tackles you. You get what I mean? Her 'tackle' means she will run towards you and bang you with her head. Of course you have to catch her so that she won’t bang into anywhere hard to avoid any unnecessary injury. haha. She loves to run even she can't even stand properly. That's her. 

Nowadays, she loves to eat 'pok pok'. Guess what is that? It's keroPOK. She likes 'pok pok' a lot. She's so cute because she seldom cry and she is very playful too. Every time she saw me, she will call me with an extremely polite and soft voice calling 'suk suk'.

Here are her latest pics that i took. Fresh de oh. Taken on 08.01.09 (Thursday night)

I'm not sure she's looking at who.

She's so naughty.